So 1 year today i was having my RNY Gastric bypass at St Josephs’ hospital in Toronto by Dr. Lindsay. Before opti fast I was 360lbs and day of surgery I was 334lbs. Through this year I have learned so much that I am sometimes overwhelmed with my knew knowledge of food and portions, I have learned that food isn’t my security blanket it is just fuel for my body I no longer depend on food as comfort or happiness. So sometimes I do forget to even eat. If I had the choice to go back and do it all again I would do it with a heartbeat. My surgery has saved my life I wasn’t able to lose my weight without the assistance of my tool. Each day that goes by I’m truly grateful of my surgery and all the support that I have had from my friends in Cambridge you ladies/Jared have been my life line I’m sure I drive you all crazy as hell with my questions, my whining and posting allot but I love you all and I don’t think I could have been so successful without you guys! Now here’s a bunch of things I can do/accomplished throughout this year.
· Cross my legs
· Shop at any store
· Fit into cute/sexy underwear
· Can walk/run down the stairs without being out of breathe
· More active
· Can wear a dress/skirts without looking horrible
· Can fit in my bath tub comfortably with room
· Can wipe my bum without having to stand up
· Feet don’t hurt from standing on them for too long
· Can run
· Have become aware of my eating
· Have learned portions
· Enjoy exercising
· Feel stronger healthier and even younger
· Not lazy anymore I don’t mind walking my dogs, cleaning, etc
· Don’t mind walking to the store
· Can have sex comfortably
· No longer feel like I embarrass my boyfriend
· I feel as if I made my mother proud
· Smaller feet not wide anymore
· Sit in any chair/booth without wondering if I will fit
· Can sit on the floor with my legs crossed
· Can get up off the floor without assistance
· Can do a sit up
· A normal towel can fit around me
· Can sit on the couch with a bunch of people and not hog it
· Sit in the back of my car without feeling cramped
· Sit in boyfriends car without hitting the stick shift
· My boyfriend can carry me
· I can fit in my boyfriends clothes
· I can sit on my boyfriends lap without breaking anything
· Drive my car without having seat all way back and wheel all way up
· Can shower normal and not sideways
· Paint/cut my toe nails
· Bend over
· Shave my legs without having to sit
· Not scared to break a tanning bed
· No longer embarrassed when I go to the gym
· Being called tiny
· Haven’t tried yet but I’m sure I can fit on all the rides at wonderland
· Went camping and my bad didn’t get sore from laying on the ground
· I get double takes
· People I have known for years sometimes don’t recognize me
· Fitting in a size m for the first time in my life
· Have tons of room in chairs I never used to
There are probably many more things but I just can’t think of them but I am so excited for it to be my 1 year I look forward to the many more years to come.